Not geographical locations! I’m struggling over the last few days. Standing up is uncomfortable. Sitting down is uncomfortable. Lying down works, for a bit. Hot tub works for an hour or so before I feel the need to do something else.
In summary, my weakened pelvic area is driving me nuts. I really can’t sit down for any period of time. It hurts a little. Lying on the bed is ok, but feels a bit anti social during daylight hours despite a very accepting lovely blonde lady. The hot tub wins, lifting the weight out of my body. But it hammered it down yesterday afternoon and a win at Scrabble was preferred to rain.
I’m currently awake early feeling quite agitated by it all. I’ve even stolen some of my sister’s shortbread for comfort. And, as I attempt to utilise lying on the settee in a new effort at comfort, waiting for the Anglesey vista to appear out of the darkness, I wonder how on earth those further down the line of cancer deterioration cope.