i know there’s a solution to this pain.  But I slept for fourteen hours last night.  Seven is my standard.  The sciatic shock down my right side is unpleasant.  But I want to watch the football on telly and follow the Stockport play-off game on Twitter.

If I succumb to the drugs it’ll be lunch time tomorrow before I know the scores.  I seem to find a mind over matter technique to stop the sciatica.  At least for now my leg’s random twitching is the only problem.  And I haven’t drugged myself.

The big challenge now is to allow the mysterious mind over matter technique to beat the cancer.  Long shot.  Hemp seed oil doesn’t seem to be doing the job.  I wonder if it’s in any way possible.  95,000 UK deaths to lung cancer last year suggests not.